"My life has been a collection of ironic events. One day I wake up to find that all the love in the world is right there next to me (feel so mostly when I'm home) and the very next day I find myself all alone, struggling to fill my emptiness with vagary and the void inside kills the man in me for the rest of the day, but I bounce back stronger than yesterday. One evening I meet all the dead lines and the very next day I realize that it all did not matter and what mattered was never even thought of. What seemed difficult wasn't that tough in reality and what seemed like a walk in the park invariably ends up as a mountain that seems to get steeper with each step. I hate to give up when it mattered. Be it people or opportunities.
Just when I thought how wonderful life has been I've been dragged to where I started, emptiness. That’s why I don’t like the snake and ladder game, one wrong number decides your next move. And when I'm almost there I most often end up tossing the wrong number and destiny drags me to where I do not want to be, from where I've struggled to stay away from and I'm muscled right into the middle of the pain I never wished to feel another time.
When I thought that life was tough yesterday, today proved that yesterday day wasn't. Not that it got better, its just because it could not get worse now. Sometimes everything has a reason in life, if not I try to find out until now. Now it does not matter if there was a reason."
I know its away from my core area(Human Resource) but now I guess I have moved a level above and core areas dont matter. So I request you to ponder over the topic and debate over it. Looking forward to a healthy discussion and hope you'll will be engilghtened with the Greater Truth.
- On behalf of Roy J George. (If he was to write one last blog from Heaven)
The worst irony I’ve ever faced: Laugh one night with some one so dear and then find out that he is no more in the next couple of days. The people who have been around ever since I was a kid are the ones who I have very strong feelings about. The positive ones get stronger and the others diminish into the background with no role to play in my future life.
"He(Roymama)" by far has been the best man I’ve ever known. No, I’m not saying because I wish to praise him now that he is gone. Its only because I wanted to tell him some day when I saw him achieve all that he wanted to. But now that day will never come. So many memories, desires and dreams shattered when you left us Roy Mama. They say that every one leaves " When it is Time". I don’t trust you have left, i know you are right here.
And I’m sure we'll meet " When it is Time"
Love You Always
Your Kunju.
